Being far away from someone you love you worry more than usual, you care more than usual, you miss more than usual. Just because unlike many other people you can’t receive it or give it any moment you want to. And because the person you need most of all when you feel down can’t be always for you there. Though you understand that it is not their fault.

Love is a feeling, not a decision. You can’t choose who you love, you can’t give any reasons for that, you can’t understand why they love you . If you could it would be simpler… but a lot less magical.

You may be deceived if you trust too much,
but you will live in torment if you don’t trust enough.
-Frank Crane
Trust is a dangerous thing. And it is such a great responsibility. Trust does not only mean being true to someone even when the whole world is against them, it is not only the belief that the other person will be there for you and catch you when you fall, it is not the faith in them or knowing they won’t betray or lie or cheat. It is more than just …